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02.12.16

19

I turned 19 today!! This birthday feels different than most of my last ones. I feel so.. mature? Well, my 18th birthday was amazing, that's for sure, but I turned 18 and then I had my graduation in front of me and didn't realize what changed at this point. Now, being 19 years old, having a car, visited my dream place New York, worked 5 months straight, I really think I grew up. Not that kind of "now I know everything about life and nobody can tell me what to do".. No, but that kind of grew up when I am at a point where I no longer have to discuss certain things a million times because they simply don't bother me anymore. In the age of 12-17 I really did care about a lot. About Instagram followers, what people think about me, my attitude and stuff like that. Unimportant things. Now I really feel like I know who I am and what I want to do. How I act in certain situations, how I can work on myself. I am at such a young age, but I'm looking forward on some years in college, living in my first own apartment and paying my own bills beside studying. Sure I am freaking anxious about this time, because it's so new to me, but to be honest, I'm really excited for this time. There are many 'problems' and unknown moments coming up but I'm sure I'll do my best to solve them. There's no book on 'How to grow up perfectly', it's your choice on what you want to become and what you want to achieve in life. Maybe right now I don't know what is going to happen in the next few years, but I surely know that my friends and family are always beside me and helping me whenever I need them. I'm pretty sure when I get into my 20's I won't see the world differently than now, but who knows what the future brings :-) Happy Birthday to me!

When at the sushi restaurant :-)))) 
Because the first plate wasn't enough :P 
With my beloved sister <3
Opening my first present at the restaurant.. Something small but something I wanted for so long!! Will be showing it in my birthday haul <3

When at home. Unwrapping gifts!!!! :-)))
Unwrapping the main gift. There will be a single post about it up here soon! :-)

While unboxing it. I always savour these kind of moments, my brother and mom think I am too excited, but let's be real.. can you be "too" excited? :PPP I want to enjoy it as much as I can!!
And here is the beautiful box! There will be a whole post about it soon so stay tuned to see what's inside! xx

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